Full-Blown Pain: My Fight Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a gloomy weekday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp pain erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by quick stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically start with severe pain around a single eye that lasts up to three hours.
About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the condition, and males are more often affected. Attacks typically begin with sudden, severe pain focused on one eye that peaks within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. I have the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to many causes, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Still, the failure to organize life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Historical healing records suggest unusual treatments for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a separate condition, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global headache committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the condition explain this.
In 1998, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary headache disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
Official guidelines on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are handled with acute therapy only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a